Anonymous asked: Stay strong <3
Thank you<3 that means a lot to me, I’m trying!
So, I thought I should explain why I was gone for so long. I was admitted into Havenwyck Hospital. I’ve struggled with depression, anxiety, cutting, for many many years. Ever since my father passed away, everything just doubled. I finally hit my breaking point. It was messy, bloody, and almost ended in death if it wasn’t my yelling. I was the one who told my mom that I needed to me admitted, I was a danger to i myself.
I was there from thursday the February 20th-27th. I was just planning on lying through my teeth to get out faster; just so I could go home and kill myself. However, something happen when I was there. I met amazing people, people who have gone through hell and are still breathing. I had a break down my 4th day there. Thats also when I realized that I could probably be worth something.
I know my dad wouldn’t want me to hurt myself, or to leave this earth. I know that my dad is looking out for me, and is walking every step of the way with me. I feel stronger, but I know how easy it cant be to slip. But in the words of the very wise Elsa “I Will Rise Like The Break Of Dawn.”